In This House Of Cards We're All Holding Hearts And Spades

Deftones.Carling Academy. can anyone say "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

Seriously, it was possibly the greatest gig i have ever been to, and shockingly enough i didn't want to go at first, fuck am i glad i did. There was 2 support bands both scottish, called shutter and you already know. they were ok but to be honest i wasn't caring who the support was.

this is the set list for deftones, in album order(obviously i can't remember what the song order was).

Beware of the water(new song!)
No Ordinary Love(Sade Cover)
If Only Tonight We Could Sleep(Cure Cover)
Bloody Cape(Deftones)
Hexagram(Deftones)
Minerva(Deftones)
When Girls Telephone Boys(Deftones)
Feiticieria(White Pony)
Korea(White Pony)
Knife Party(White Pony)
Change In The House Of Flies(White Pony)
Around The Fur(Around The Fur)
Head Up(Around The Fur)
Be Quiet And Drive(Around The Fur)
My Own Summer(Around The Fur)
Bored(Adrenaline)
Minus Blindfold(Adrenaline)
Nosebleed(Adrenaline)
7 Words(Adrenaline)

Best part of the night? Chino wearing a michael myers mask during bored. the wall of death during around the fur and my now (according some fan i was talking to) legendary roundhouse kick which floored a very large bald man who was bullying everyone. Knife Party, and the crowd standing in complete silence with lighters, the nosebleed/ 7 words singalong. the sheer chaos that erupted within 5 minutes of them coming on and security guards having to come in to break things up. my burst nose/sore head during korea. the chill out during if only tonight we could sleep. stef and chino demanding that bricks of weed get thrown at them, Stephs successful attempts to get a power cut(twice)fuck everyone about the gig was amazing...

right i must leave now..Later.
Stuart xx

hello again. not much to say this time.

i'm looking for a job, i'm sick of where i work just now and if the place was to shut down i wouldn't give a toss.

In Relationship news, Nichola and I Are cool and i couldn't be any happier, not the for the first time things have changed between us. By that i mean i think we're taking a more mature approach to things, the arguing is less frequent than ever now, and we tend to just have a good time making jokes and taking the piss.

Nichola, since your probably the only person thats reading this now. I Love You. Its not a question of me just saying it anymore, its a question of me proving that i mean it.

Later. Stuart xx

hey to anyone who reads this.

lets see updates...hmm lets see i've cut down on booze, fast foods and salt.

i have enough mental problems to give Freud a headache.

i have more drugs than your dealer...although mine are perscribed.

i thought i lost my friends..i didn't :D

i thought i still had a girlfriend...i don't :(

i thought my ex would want to still think of me as a friend...she hates me :(

essentially life sucks the now.

my music tastes are now all over the place, anything from cheesy power pop like the hush sound to metalcore music like bring me the horizon..scary.

I'm more mellowed out now, violence doesn't interest me in the slightest...unless its in a movie.

my comic collection has went through the roof!!

Love is a terrible thing, it can make you feel like you can do anything in the world and then it comes back and makes you feel like shit...all in the same day!!


anyway thats a quick update for you,

Much Love, Wyper.

what up fuckers, i'm back.

i'm not going to bother telling how my life has been, cause it would be a waste of time.

All you need to know is that the old me is coming back, maybe not tomorrow...but soon fuckers...very soon, i'm tired of being treated like some bitch who can be walked all over.

I've been fucked with for the last time...now its War.


Wyper.

For Those i haven't seen in a while, Happy New Year and all the best to you in 2006.

Much Love, Wyper.

What if

What if there was no light
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don’t want me there by your side
That you don’t want me there in your life

What if I got it wrong
And no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don’t want me there by your side
That you don’t want me there in your life

Oooh, that’s right
Let’s take a breath, jump over the side
Oooh, that’s right
How can you know it if you don’t even try
Oooh, that’s right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that’s the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don’t want me there in your life
That you don’t want me there by your side

Ooh, that’s right
Let’s take a breath, jump over the side
Ooh, that’s right
How can you know it when you don’t even try
Ooh, that’s right

Ooh, that’s right
Let’s take a breath, jump over the side
Ooh, that’s right
You know the darkness always turns into light
Ooh, that’s right

I'm unsure of everything now, and it hurts so bad.

Tuesday was fucking excellent, no doubt about it, saw my mates, got pissed and had a laugh :D
completely forgot about all my problems and just let the good times roll!!.

ok, in truth i don't remember much. i do remember being hugged by just about everyone(loved i am) spoke to kirsty, nicola nimmo and some other girl... erm what else? oh i met sharon....fucking hell...enough said about that, nah she's a really cool person and seems dead decent.

ummm Danny kept trying to kiss me...at first it was funny but after a while it got a bit unnerving even tho he's one of my many bros.

probably the best part was finally being able to talk to Sara again(modest theory singer) completely forgot how cool she was. we must have sat for an hour catching up on what we've both been up to, it was really good cause i could just naturally talk to her like i used to do. i think i ended up on the dancefloor but was thankfully saved the embarassement of showing my terrible dance moves as Sara's big sister appeared and i was able to escape.

In other news....

i think me and Nic are going to be ok, which is a relief as i hate the idea of not having her and i'd be sick to my stomach if someone else had her instead. Its gonna be a slow mend, but i'll be patient, so long as we're together. I know things have been miserable of late but i know in my heart that without her i'd be a 1000 times worse. I refuse to give up on us,she is too important to me.I honestly, and with every fibre of my being Love Her, she completes me, and if could have her for keeps i would.

right its getting late

Much Love, Wyper.

"Drag The Lake, You'll Find Its Full Of Love"

time to feed my habit with another entry.

whats strange is that i don't know what to say. i've done nothing thats significant or any
different from any other entry and yet i feel compelled to write something in here. its mad.

so anyway, this week has been very draining for me, i've cried(more than once?) ached all over and just felt like shit.

i seem to have one everlasting problem, i never think before i speak. so usually when i'm trying to vent out some anger, someone gets hurt. i'm just a bad man...

enough said.

Word,

nothing to report, i've done feck all.

my "100 albums you must own" list is nearly complete, see how much spare time i have?

todays plan...umm probably go to the centre then see Nic, then come home...woo.

"You've offended my family, and you have offended the shaolin temple" how good is enter the dragon!!

whats everyone getting for xmas?? think i'm getting the usual combo of clothes games and cds.

Much Love,Wyper

Ok, so i did get to go after all, and to be honest i was surprised.

i knew recoil would be good, there was no doubting that...i just didn't think they'd be THAT good, without a doubt they were the best band of the night, ft were second and modest theory were third.

i mean Christ, can Ross sing or what!!?!?!, that boy certainly had a good pair of lungs on him.

Nice one lads, it was an excellent show and most of you were nervous as well lol can't wait for the next one gig!!


Much Love, Wyper